My first time

He was way older than me, 10 years older. He took my virginity, and I don't even remember it because I was so scared. I remember the times after it.

He used my body, all holes, made me suck on cock, hit me, beat me, slapped me and spit on me.

Now I can't cum without getting abused, degraded and hurt.

there is just something about older men that makes me want to be their naive little doll, that precious baby they want take are care of but also to ruin and break. and trust me, I know enough to not fall for it, but I do every-single-time. call me gullible, but I do think older men just want what's best for us girls. don't you?