Going into this last week I had only been intimately touched by somebody once and I saw myself as someone who while being slighty bi-curious was overall straight. But over the last few days that has changed a lot. 
 My parents were out of town and i was home alone and wanting to have some fun and maybe even lose my v-card. So i posted on some local subreddits trying to find someone to hookup with (i knew it was a long shot but it was my best chance lol). And my posts didnt really get any attention from women but they did get some with guys and eventually i just said "fuck it" and decided Id explore my bi-curious side. One thing led to another and I decided to take the risk have a guy over to suck me off. It ended up being an amazing decision and he made me feel amazing not only sexually but also personally cause he really helped me to accept that I was truly bisexual. After that night I decided to keep posting and see if i could still lose my v-card.
 That next day I post more and more pictures of myself on subreddits and find myself absolutely loving the attention I was getting from both men and women but i have no luck finding anyone to link up with. Skip forward to the next day and I get to talking with another guy and decide to take the risk again. Eventually he comes over and sucks me off too, and now ive got an offer from the same guy to have his gf take my v-card next week.
 This new "sluttier" side of me is something i love but at the same time hate because i know nobody around me would accept that im bisexual (im in a very conservative state) or they wouldnt like that ive been sharing myself online. I almost feel kind of trapped cause i cant talk about any of these experiences to anyone i know because ill get ridiculed and shunned for it but at the same time i know this is a part of who i am and i dont want to abandon it. So overall this last week has been an absolute rollercoaster for me and now im left feeling confused but excited about my future.