So my wife drives me crazy. If you read my post history you'll see why. For a while now I've been edging and would not cum until we got it on. Because we're around each other a lot, and she got tits and ass for days, I get horny a lot and end up hard and throbbing. But I'd be OK in the knowledge that I'd get to release my cum over her tits or inside her or sometimes over myself if she's giving me a handjob etc.

For some reason, this has turned into an idea in my head that I have to save my cum for her, and feel guilty about cumming from masturbating. So where lately things have been a bit dry it's been difficult. I've got blue balls. Doesn't stop her looking juicy as fuck though.

What do I do? How do I get back to being able to cum from masturbation? How do I reset my brain?