I got circumcized 9 days ago (as an adult). I consider myself to be hypersexual. I typically masturbate a lot. Obviously I haven't been able to do that. I didn't think it would be an issue but I've been insanely horny. At this point nothing is healed yet, so erections are incredibly painful (like my penis is trying to expand into a jar of broken glass that's too small for it to fit into). But I'm desperate to nut. I've never been this horny, it's all I can think about.

I've tried playing with my ass plenty of times before. I get it, I felt the prostate stimulation. It feels decent enough. Most of the time it hurts more than it pleasures me, and the preparation is a lot, so it never became one of my go-to's. I also just can't figure out the lube thing. None of them seem to work for more than a short period of time for me.

Well last night I got back from a night out with friends and I was that primal insatiable kind of horny. Earlier that day a close friend and I had discussed my situation and he told me to try my prostate. So here I am, 1am, drunk and buzzing on some THC gummies, and something has to give. I won't go into too many details other than to say I approached it much more patiently and with more commitment this time. By 2am I was bucking on this thing and I could feel waves of ecstacy flooding from my prostate throughout my body every time it pushed deep. It was incredible.

For hours I just kept myself there. It felt like a constant orgasm, or damned near. I'm not sure what it was but I managed to keep my erection relatively at bay while pleasuring myself like I never had before. It felt amazing. I only stopped because the sun was coming up and I hadn't slept.

I'm getting ready to start again. Probably going to waste half the day today, but I don't even care. My prostate has been buzzing since I woke up. I feel the need to see how far this goes. Am I a bottom now?