The first was in my teens, and perhaps not entirely self inflicted, it was after all.. both of our first blowjobs.

I ruined before our call, normally when I’ve had a ruin, leaky or not, subsequent orgasms usually yield no ejaculate….

But I’ve been reading about zinc as of late and just last night happened to remember I indeed have some zinc tabs from being sick earlier this year.

“I’m not going to cum, only edging today, hang in there.” I told myself, knowing it would likely be in vain as I waited for her to join the call. You see when she is watching, I can’t contain myself. I always need a shower and to do laundry after our calls.

We connected months ago, in the midst of winter, it’s been hot and heavy since then. Sexually and otherwise, you could say I am hooked.

As I saw more and more of her body, listened to her moans as she pleasured herself, the way she sucked her finger, allowing me to imagine her beautiful lips working my cock instead of my fingers..

Fuck, yes, no, yes it’s coming, I am cumming, rather than stop and let it ruin I continued my pace, allowing the orgasm to overtake me. The first shot, covering the front of my t shirt, the second reaching my neck and beard, third and fourth shots reaching and covering my face, the shots getting smaller until the final dribble.

Bashful, shy, somewhat embarrassed