So I was with this older person for some time and it was mostly sexual but we had started talking about feelings too. He mentioned how he wanted to have sex with someone who was head over heels in love with him. I definitely was developing feelings for him but I was hesitant to admit. I didn’t want to push him away or scare him as he was about 20 years older than me. We met once and this time we just talked and didn’t do anything sexual. He mentioned he wanted to take me out to dinner sometime and I instantly agreed. He bought a dress for me and also paid for my makeup. This was probably the best thing ever for me. On our date night, he was being a total gentleman and I was thinking to myself he can do anything to me tonight. We went to a fun neighborhood near me (North Park, San Diego, USA) and then went walking to a park nearby (Balboa Park) I was a little tipsy and loose. I asked him if he wanted to kiss. The way he held me and kisses was probably the best kiss in a long time. He is 6’4” and so strong. I loved being in his arms. He asked me to suck his tongue and I did. I loved his passionate kisses. Then we were being stupid and he made me pose for him at different places and took pictures of me in the dress he got for me. I was having the best time! He then asked if I wanted to go to his place (he didn’t even have to ask!). As soon as I get into his apartment, I get pinned to the wall and his tongue basically fucks my mouth. It was hot. He was gently choking me and I loved it. As he looked in my eyes, I whispered “I am yours”. I could sense his hands on my neck getting stronger and tighter and he pushed me on my knees. I unbuttoned his pants and I gave his the most passionate bj. I licked his balls and ass passionately. This time I wanted to satisfy him whatever it takes. He was so hard and I could fit him in my mouth fully but I kept pushing my mouth towards him. He picked me up and took me to his bed, he grabbed my ass while walking to his bed and fingered my ass. He didn’t even bother undressing me. I was in his bed all dressed and he started kissing me again. He spread my legs and started fingering my ass. He got some lube and fingered me deeper. Finally he shoved his cock in me. I closed my eyes and gave up control. As he came up to choke me, he asked me to open my eyes look at him as he fucked me. I was in pain but I was smiling at him. I asked him to spit in my mouth (he had mentioned he liked it) and I swallowed it. Now he was pumping me and choking me and kissing me. I could feel him throb inside me. I couldn’t stopped myself. The words just came out of my mouth “I love you”. I felt a gushing stream of cum in my ass. He had creamed my ass and then he slept on top of me for the night. I can’t stop thinking about that night.