I'm done fighting it. I thought I could change my slutty ways but even with a perfect boyfriend I still want to fuck other people. I've been toying with the idea, but today I posted that I was looking for a hook up the next time I travel. I ended up chatting with a redditor and he convinced me to exchange pictures. I can't stop thinking about having a stranger come to my hotel room, bending me over and railing me in every possible position all over the room. I know I should feel guilty for hiding this from my boyfriend but I just don't care anymore. I need more than just his cock. I know I've taken a step I can't go back from but I don't care - all I can think about is when I can actually fuck someone else.