Overly simplified version of the story. About 9 years ago, I caught my wife cheating multiple times with the same guy. She kept saying she wasn't seeing him anymore. I kept catching her in the act, or I'd find her texts to him, or I'd find her cum-soaked panties.

This led me down the rabbit hole of cuckold porn. I would smell her cum stained panties and fantasize about her getting fucked. After years of that, i slowly started watching more and more sissy porn. This led me to wearing my wife's panties and using her dildo on myself. Eventually the encouragement of the sissy porn, and with a little help of alcohol, I made the leap and sucked a stranger's cock, that I met on the internet. I went back and forth on this for a few years of hooking up with guys and then taking breaks from it.

To this day, I'm attracted to women, and not attracted to men, but when I get too horny, I put on women's clothes, and let random men use me however they want to. There's never any talking or going on dates. I just meet them to make them cum for me.