Myself Priya Bhattacharya, a 24-year-old Indian Born woman, living in Dubai but studying in Croydon[from 2019]. People say I have an hourglass figure with a very attractive face.

In my second year of studying for my bachelor's degree, I found myself in a difficult situation. I couldn't afford to pay my rent, and my landlord, a widowed man named Mr. Ali[57M], was not a patient man. He was in his mid-fifties, with defined muscles, but his face was not attractive. One day, he knocked on my door, demanding the rent, and I had no way to pay him. He looked at me with a stern expression before leaning in and whispering, 'I have a way you can pay me.'

At first, I was horrified. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. But then, the fear gave way to a feeling of desperation. I couldn't afford to be homeless, and I didn't have any family in Croydon that I could turn to for help. So, with a heavy heart, I agreed to his terms.

It was the most humiliating experience of my life. Mr. Ali stood over me, demanding that I please him, and I did what I had to do to survive. Afterward, I felt disgusted with myself. But Mr. Ali seemed pleased. He thanked me and even offered me a deal - I could live with him, work as his caretaker, and satisfy his sexual needs, and he would take care of all my financial issues.

I was hesitant at first, but the thought of being homeless again was terrifying. So, I agreed. I moved into Mr. Ali's house, and our arrangement became a new normal for me. He was a kind man overall, always taking care of my needs, but in bed, he was a monster. He demanded a lot from me, but I found that the more I gave to him, the more I started to enjoy it.

Over time, our relationship became full-fledged. I was no longer just his caretaker and sexual partner; I found myself as his mistress. He treated me with respect and kindness, and I couldn't help but start to care for him. He became my family, my only source of comfort in a foreign city.

Years have passed since that fateful day when I first gave Mr. Ali a blowjob. I have now completed my bachelor's degree and am studying for my master's. I continue to live with Mr. Ali, serving him as his mistress and caretaker. I have come to accept my role, and I have even grown to enjoy it. I love the power that I hold over him, the way he submits to me, and the way he takes care of me.

My life is not conventional, and I know that many people would judge me for it. But being Mr. Ali's mistress has given me a sense of security and stability that I never had before. I have a roof over my head, food on the table, and a man who loves and cares for me. I know that I couldn't ask for more.

So, I continue to play my role, both as a master's student and as a mistress. I have grown accustomed to this life, and I am happy with it. And although I know that I will eventually have to move on, I will always look back on my time with Mr. Ali with fondness and gratitude.

It has been a long journey, filled with ups and downs, but I am proud of who I am and the choices I have made. I have learned to embrace my sexuality and use it to my advantage. I have learned to take control of my life, even when it seems like the world is against me. And most importantly, I have learned to love myself, despite my flaws and mistakes.

In the end, that is what life is all about - learning to love yourself and finding happiness in unexpected places. And if that means being a mistress to a kind and generous man, then so be it. I am Priya Bhattacharya, and I am unapologetically myself.