So several years ago my husband was not my husband and was my best friends boyfriend. They started swinging and apparently he wanted me. I was hesitant because she was my best friend, but after I got a taste I was hooked. We started to have sex a lot, even more than he and his girlfriend were having. I didnt care, the sex and dick were good. I do remember one time, I was drunk after work and I came into his room that he shared with his wife and I just got naked and climbed on his lap and started riding him. His gf was on the bed in the back of the room and she never saw! I got myself off and when i was done, I got dressed and went and talked to her. I think all in all, I subconsciously wanted him and knew I was what he wanted and needed. I did get what I want, he is my husband now :)