Ok I have mixed feelings about this and don't really know what to do. I am 20 and honestly addicted to porn severely. I jerk of 10 hours a day that's how addicted I am and a lot of it is to my stepmum to be. Ill Start off at the beginning

2 years ago she starts living with Me and my dad by this point I was so broken for her it's crazy stuff i lost Freinds because I preferred jerking off to her and I saw my dad changing aswell a little bit he wasn't the same. He was more reserved now she was in the house almost like under her thumb. I don't know how to explain it like she always got what she wanted. My dad has a lot lot lot of money so he paid for everything for her. So we lived like this for a while and whilst my dad was out I basically got conditioned to be a servant. At the start she used to tell me to do something hug me and then praise me but after a couple months she expected me to do things like clean the entire house. Spend all my money on her. Not go outside at all. Not meet my real mum and I listened to everything she said cos I was turned on by her at this point I started liking femdon porn

Now this year I was caught watching her porn and jerking off whilst punching my balls saying mommy. Now I know this is bad but at this point I couldn't breathe without her I found her that hot. So she caught me took a couple pics then confronted me. I was embarrassed and said sorry and then she looks through my history and sees me watching scat EXTREME cbt sissy shemale mommy domme all these porn categories and more. If it was femdom I watched it I didn't care I loved going deeper. She doesn't really do this porn. She says if I now don't do as she says then shell tell dad and the whole world about me. I didn't know wether to be aroused or not. So then for a while everything was normal until one day she told me to watch her as she was fucking a guy for money which id what some pornstars do. She was beating a guy up and I was just there to watch. He had his balls exposed and she just carried on hitting and torturing him all whilst draining his wallet and made me watch.

This is 2 days after that and I don't know what to do she made me wear a chastity cage and although this is kinky I feel like it is wrong. Now she's saying I need to convince my dad to marry her. I know she's doing this for money and power as my dad does well for himself. She's going to break me completely all I've been doing is what she wants she goes she's going to make me break and she's going to ruin my life for her pleasure

I'm scared but so horny. Should I let her take full control over my life?

If you have questions I would love to answer them