My stepmum is an actual pornstar like a real one and although I didn't fully get it before I feel like Its ruined me. There's so much stuff I want to talk about so it'll be a bit of a ramble

Like the amount of money she gets from admirers and the way my dad gets cucked it weirds me out it's not right and but fair . I know im speaking with clarity but I livr in a constant state of arousal you don't understand I hug her I'm hard I look at her I'm hard she's caught me jerjing off and blackmails me I'm becomong like a slave to her I can't stop it .I want to find her unnatractibe but I get withdrawal systems. My rich dad and me are being milked by this evil women and we love it.