Last year was the last time (for a reason) me and my friends were on vacation together. It was a regular trip we made every year in summer and we were a group of 21 people consisting of me, my friends, the boyfriends/girlfriends of those who had one and some friends of them. One of my friend‘s boyfriend was a guy I had a crush on even before their relationship but I was too shy to say something or to do anything about it and so they came together.

Even if we officially traveled as one group of course there were smaller groups built and so some got more and more separated during the days. We usually went partying together in the evening but even there not everyone would go together.

And so it happened that on one day I went with 5 guys and the girlfriend of one of them to a beach bar where we smoked shisha before then heading to the club. The other people already went there because they didn‘t want to smoke. So we were at this bar on the beach, smoking, already started drinking and talking about any things when the moment came where it was mentioned that we should play a drinking game to get ready for the club. And we did.

Because of this game we had to do some tasks and as an example one of them for me was to pick the hottest person of the group and he can decide how much I have to drink and since I was a little tipsy already I didn’t just choose the other girl as the easy way but I was honest and chose my friend‘s boyfriend (Nadim). But obviously without knowing what would happen later.

We kept playing and during the evening there were more and more tasks between me and Nadim. When we finally wanted to move on and join the others, we asked in our group chat in which club exactly they were. It turned out that the others split up but only one group answered and so we joined them. It wasn’t the group of Nadim‘s girlfriend. We had some fun in that club and I can‘t exactly remember how or why but at one point I was on the smoking area alone with Nadim. And after he told me that he was happy that his girlfriend wasn‘t with us and he finally had an evening without her and that he liked it when I picked him as the hottest one in the group, one led to another and we started kissing. But we also stopped quickly because we both know it was wrong.

At least if we were caught by the others. So we went back inside and while I went directly to others of our group, Nadim went to the bar to get some more drinks so nobody would be suspicious. At a later point while we were dancing Nadim secretly asked me if I wanted to continue what we started. And I was so much into it that I nearly instantly said yes. I still remember that moment because I really wanted to start kissing him right there but obviously we couldn‘t, and so we told the others that I had too much alcohol and needed to leave where Nadim said that he would go with me so I won‘t have to go alone.

Unluckily, one other guy and his girlfriend wanted to join us too and so I thought it‘s ruined. But we obviously had to keep playing this now and so the four of us left. And nothing could have happened between Nadim and me. That‘s what I thought and I was extremely disappointed. We talked on our way home and when we finally got to our hotel, we all went into our rooms. I shared a room with a friend of mine. I was so mad that it didn‘t work out as planned, but only a really short time after going into my room I heard someone knocking on my door. And it was Nadim. He whispered and asked me to come to his room since his roommate wasn’t there yet. It turned out that the others were still partying except of 2 that didn‘t even start partying but they had different rooms. So I secretly followed Nadim into his room.

When we were inside he told me that I had to be really quiet and I told him that this is way too risky, but he just told me that he likes it being risky and that was when he started touching me and we started making out. He led me to the bed, put a towel on it and let me lay on it, undressed me and started licking and fingering me while also playing with my body. I felt such a rush and liked it so much that I just wanted this moment to last forever. When I started moaning he put his hand on my mouth and this whole situation felt so intense that I came a first time only by him licking and fingering me.

As I thought we‘d now just continue on the bed he stopped and told me that he wants all or nothing now. He picked me up and brought me to the balcony. We had a view towards the sea but also could see other rooms on the right in a short distance. He asked me to go down on my knees and start to blow him on the balcony, which I did. For quite some time. And he enjoyed it, I knew it. It didn’t last too long until he begged me to stop because he wanted to have more, and so he told me to come up, turned me around and softly bent me over so that my hands were placed on the ceiling. He stood behind me and as he slid his dick inside me, I nearly instantly started moaning. So he stopped, took his shorts from the ground and put it in my mouth. Then he again slid inside me and started fucking me from behind.

Every here and then he would pull my hair or grab my breasts or my ass. And I really moaned into his pants. I tried to suppress it but sometimes I just couldn‘t hold it back. And so I had sex on this balcony of the hotel with my crush who was the boyfriend of a friend of mine. It lasted a while until both him and I finally came. He stopped just in time and told me to get down so we won‘t make a mess. I started sucking him off for a short moment until he finally came inside my mouth. I had to concentrate on keeping it inside my mouth but I managed to do. We got back inside and he just told me I had to leave quickly. I quickly got dressed again, he brought me to the door, checked if the floor was safe and then I left, giving him a smile back and then going inside my room. I luckily still was alone right then, got ready for bed and went to sleep.

The next days were really thrilling seeing him all the time, but we kept some distance between us. Even though I sometimes may have given him a smile when I had the chance to.

To bring it to an end: My friend found out about it some time after our vacation and she obviously doesn‘t want to have any contact to me, although she has forgiven Nadim and they still are together now. I totally understand her and I‘m extremely sorry for her, but I will never regret having such a thrilling night with the guy I had a crush on for so long.