From the beginning I knew my husband was an amazing person but in the bedroom he never really could match my appetite. I stayed faithful for a few years until I just had to have more. I did have postpartum depression after both kids. I know that isn’t an excuse but it did play a part in me needing and wanting more.

The first guy I cheated with was an ex from college. It was amazing which led me to needing more. Needing the rush and excitement of doing this secretively.

Over our 11 years of marriage I’ve now been with 14 men. Not proud of it but not too ashamed of it and the things I’ve done.

I’m fortunate that both my husband and I travel at times for work which gives me great opportunities to seek others out.