I told her how my ex got with a black guy and it started my obsession with bbc. I wanted to be cucked, I wanted a girl to watch me suck dick, I like wearing women’s clothes to feel feminine, I have a fem side I need to express and not suppress anymore. I want her to have friends with benifits and get whatever she wants when she wants. She’s into it and said her last fwb was black with an 11 inch dick. I told her to hit him up asap tell me to leave but my goal is to watch. And how I want to be put in chastity and she only gets to choose when I cum. I want her to dress me up like a cute girl and fuck my ass with a strap on till I have a prostate orgasm. She was accepting of all of it and it feels so good to be accepted and supported rather than berated and threatened for it. My life is complete 💜 my heart is full 💜