So this is pretty embarrassing..

Although I am married I have been having an affair with a younger man 19m. A quick description of him.. he is about 6’ , tall , tan , handsome.

He happens to be very sexually dominant .. sometimes to the point where it’s degrading . Even though I don’t like the idea of being degraded , for some reason it is such a big turn on in the moment .

On one particular occasion we were in a parking lot and I was sucking his dick while he was in the passenger seat of my car . My phone rand and it was my husband . He instructed me to answer . So I did & while talking to him having a causal convo .. out of nowhere , He decided to grab my head and force me down on his huge cock as far as possible … and keep me there ….

He is so big that there were still inches between my mouth and the base of his penis . I started to gag and choke … my eyes started to water .. I don’t think I ever had anything so deep in my throat . He then proceeded to thrust his hips .. using my face like his personal fuck toy . Did I mention my husband was on the phone ? …

The only sounds coming from my end for about 45 seconds was the sound of a wet sloppy gagging sprinkled with occasional choking and .. moaning.

He finally let me up . As I was catching my breath, He had the most devilish smile on his face while he left me to try to explain to my husband what he might have been just hearing . My husbands no idiot .. he rightfully was immediately upset & suspicious… I panicked and hung up !

I was so pissed . I got ready to tell him off . I mean he just humiliated me for his own sexual gratification. But once I got up ready to do it something came over me . I just kept gagging my head on his cock eagerly working his shaft desperately.

My husband tried calling me right back .. but I couldn’t help this urge . I ignored it and continued until he came in my mouth .

6 missed calls … I finally touched base with hubby. I made up a story about dropping my phone while driving . 99% sure he knew I was lying but he never pressed me on it .

Ladies .. has anyone had similar experiences????? Am I crazy for this ??