Hello everyone,

I used to think in my teens I was a wild, free and slutty girl with a high libido and who was not ashamed of enjoying herself despite the bad stigma It had . I felt like a feminist, a girl that enjoyed sexual freedom instead of oppression and I stood up for myself when people called me a whore or a slut.

Progressing into my twenties I was still and even more so sleeping with lots of people and discovering various kinks.

3 years ago I started realising that my slutty behavior was not just my libido or personality but that I was actually depressed and it was the only way I knew to make me feel good about myself.

As I looked back at all the consequences my sex life had for myself I realised it was a problem and an addiction. A few examples of these consequences:

1: losing boyfriends i really loved because i cheated 2: losing friends because i had sex with their boyfriends 3: Having a STD 4: never really got a good job or education 5: peoples thinking because I’m easy to have sex with that I have no boundaries and then didn’t respect them when I had them anyway. 6: hurting a lot of people with my behaviour

And probably much more…

When I started confronting myself about it and tried to stop having sex for some time (cold turkey) I got really depressed and suicidal even and I couldn’t get myself to stop having sex for more then 2/3 days.

Then I started therapy a year ago, my first therapist was not helping me at all and even took advantage of me. I left there after 4 or 5 sessions. And now I have an amazing therapist who really helped me along and I actually feel better. Less depressed and sexually in control for most of the time. I made new friends and have a better career and things are going well.

Feel free to hit me up about this and ask me anything you like. My therapist says talking about it helps.

Edit: Please stop sending me requests for rating you or unsolicited pictures I did not ask for. Also don’t treat me like a low life slut I’m still human. Thanks in advance.