i am not innocent either. i wear dresses that flaunt my unending cleavage for him. he jokes about me coming to his office and doing what he says. But, I am a troll who comes into his office after everyone else has left and kneels on the floor, my cute face resting on his desk. is it playing with fire if i have already sucked his cock?

last week he reached into my car while we were talking after work. And pinched my cheek. it was like the world melted away as he touched my face in such a cutesy way. i looked at him as he did it and he was watching my face. maybe gauging my reaction, maybe also surprised by his action.

i asked why he did it and he got somewhat sheepish and said something about brightening my day. he then made a comment about my cleavage because...well, I have nice tits. it felt nice to have him touch me in such a cute way. The last time we touched was a hug after i sucked his soul through his cock.

but, the way he looked at my face, the way his fingers gripped the skin on my face, the way he unconsciously licked his lips. the man wants to fuck me senseless.

and i want to fuck his brains out. the way he kissed me and gripped my face was passionate. the way he talked me through sucking him off. him telling me about wanting to fuck a girl in the ass.

there is a sexual attraction that is intoxicating. i feel a pull to be sexually submissive for him and to fuck him outside the lines. messy, kinky, experimental, passionate. i want him to use my body and I am CONFLICTED.