I’m 26f and ever since I was young I get turned on by the idea of someone telling me to pee in front of them and then wiping me after. Last night I had a dream I was wearing a diaper and the pulled it down and told me to bend over and spread my butt and watch me pee in it. I haven’t been that turned on in a long time so that’s why I had to come here and write about it. Idk why I like to be infantilized and treated like I’m too stupid to go to the bathroom by myself. I haven’t met anyone in real life who is the same. It isn’t just this, it’s sitting in someone’s lap in my panties and peeing, it’s squatting naked outside and peeing in front of guys with someone’s finger in my asshole at the same time. I have a weird butthole and peeing combo fetish that sometimes extends to diapers too. Maybe I should go to therapy instead of traumatizing every boyfriend I have