I don’t know why I can’t stop, I don’t know why this lust drives me down even more. I know as a married man it is wrong and I know I should be stoned for it but my mind is losing it.. I thought when I dropped this for a few months I could shake that feeling but now I coming back more. I’m becoming more devious and wanting a side that I can escape to from reality. NSA but have as a secret fuck buddy. Heck I know it’s wrong but I am thinking about even getting with someone that’s already married. Make her cheat, break her mind and make her losing her mind too. Yes I know I’m horrible for all of these and yes I know I’m going to get judge but I can’t help it. I don’t wanna be this good Christin husband, I wanna be naughty, lustful and bad. Someone send help!