I'll start with the facts. I'm a 24 male who's never had a relationship. My sexual experiences came from escorts or people I met online. (My body count is 5. 2 women, 3 men). And the doll in question is candace from tantaly.

It was just a regular, boring day off. I had plans to go out but the other party had to cancel due to coursework. Fortunately enough actually, as I developed a swollen ankle somehow over the past couple of days. Anyhow, around 5pm, I had some food on my sofa. Home alone, I chilled watching YouTube videos while eating. By this point I had already jerked off twice, the second time merely 30 minutes prior. After finishing my meal and sitting there, I was getting bored again. I whip out the phone and decide to check out some jav codes i had saved. (Ipzz-176). This really turned me on.

My average sized penis was incredibly hard just after 15 seconds. Then I thought, "I'm home alone. I haven't used my doll in a while.. why not?" So I waltzed into my room, took candace out of her box, put the phone on the side so I could carry on watching, and then started.

I confess, I have a massive kink for eating pussy. I've done it once (the only person I've met that was the closest to a relationship) and since then it's been something I wish I could do all day. So I started with that. I sucked the clit, licked the walls and sides of the pussy. Even the ass. I bent the doll over and pounded. The best thing about the doll is the fact that there are no limits. I went as hard as I wanted. I changed positions many times but each time that I did. I licked and sucked the pussy with passion. After going to missionary I found myself moaning. I have never in my life moaned.

I did feel a bit odd but I carried on. I started sucking on the nipples while still relentlessly pounding. I thought "this feels so real.. so amazing.." and I moaned again...

On the 20 minute mark, after non stop fucking. I felt it coming. And it did. I blasted all over its stomach. 7 ropes of hot cum on the stomach and tits.

I lay there for a couple minutes catching my breath.

I was still quite horny so I pulled out another load shortly after.

So that's it I guess. Am I a weirdo for this? I feel like I am. But what can I do? No females want me.