So long story short I have always had this fixation on cum, I just like to watch guys cum and taste it etc. And I made the mistake of mentioning this once to a guy friend of mine who told all our other guy friends.

So now whenever I hang out with them one on one they make little comments trying to bring up blowjobs and cumshots etc and I think they’re hoping I will like let them cum in front of me or on me or something.

The reason I’m stressed is because it’s actually very tempting and I kind of want to say yes however I don’t want to ruin my friendships and this would also spawn into other issues with my girlfriends and reputation etc etc

I think I just need to avoid going down this rabbit hole with them