I was 21F at the time and the guy we'll call Chris was 24M. I was close to him growing up and we always had this wild sexual tension and attraction. Tho we always had problems bc of our age gap or else he would be in a relationship or I would be in a relationship. We always remained faithful while taken but our chemistry was undeniable.

I was still a cute native lady, 5'5 tall, long brown hair, brown eyes, on the thicc side still getting curvy, very goth back then. Chris was about 6'3, short black hair, super fit, lean muscle with sexy 6 pack abs, native, very chiseled jawline, tattooed all over his torso and arms.

We would chat every so often when single and would flirt, exchange nudes, talk about fucking but never got to actually doing it until finally. We were both visiting our hometown. I got him to come visit when I would be alone bc it's quite lonely there when everyone is gone and at first we talked. I don't remember what led up to it just remember he kind of groaned in frustration. He stood up and pushed me against the dining room wall and started to kiss my cheek and neck. I was surprised and shocked bc of how forward he was. He was whispering between kisses. "Tell me to stop if you want me to. Tell me if it's too much. Tell me. I can't resist it. I want to make you my slutty bitch for once. I can't stand you getting fucked by your ex and not me." I just let him kiss my neck.

We went to my room and he immediately tore off all my clothes while slowly stripping down to his boxers, me ogling his body the whole time. He threw me on the bed and pinned me down. Kissing my neck, my chest, my nipples. Teasing and pinching my nipples. Biting my boobs, leaving love bites and hickeys on my boobs and stomach. He grabbed a firm grasp around my throat and lifted me to my knees. He pulled out his big cock, never measured it but he was big and real thick. He told me to beg for it which I did and finally he shoved it down my throat. He brutally throat fucked me until I had drool and tears running down my face and throat. He laughed and teased me when I struggled for air. I told him he throat fucked like a pussy. He slammed me face down on the floor and started to fuck me hard doggystyle. I just took it while screaming and moaning. He spanked and slapped my ass so hard it left big red welts with his hand prints.

While this was going on. My cousin walked in and he saw Chris down on his knees fucking me hard on the floor before yelling "oh my God. Ahh I'm leaving!" I got up panicked and Chris just said. "He's gone. You're not going anywhere bitch." He picked me up by the throat again and threw me on the bed. He spread my legs and started fucking me hard while lifting my legs in the air. He was saying. "Finally you're my little bitch! You like being my slutty bitch?" I just said "Yes Chris. I love being your slut!" I played with my tits while he railed my pussy hard. He started to slap my cheeks and choke me while fucking me. He made me open my mouth while he spit in it too. I had to time out.

While on the time out he quickly stopped and started to cuddle me and kiss my shoulder and neck. He told me that it's just talk, just kink and he loves me. He patted my head and hugged me tight while soothing me. Whispering I love yous and it's okay if I want to stop here. I just snuggled against his chest and feeling good in his big strong arms before slipping back into that subby slutty state and telling him to shush and fuck me harder.

He laid me back down, putting my legs on his shoulders and positioning his dick at my pussy. He rubbed my cheek asking if I'm sure. I nodded. He asked if this is what I want. I said yes. He told me to beg. I started to beg and he put his hand around my throat and told me to beg more desperately and sluttier. So I did. Finally he thrusted inside and I moaned a little. Thats when he thrusted deep and started pounding into me so hard and fucked me so senseless. I was screaming, moaning, getting choked and fucked so brutally and deep. He slapped my cheeks, choked me some more. I told him I was going to cum and he kept going telling me to cum all over his dick. That sent me over and I started to orgasm. I squeezed and clamped down so hard on his dick that he started to tell me he was cumming. He let me wrap my legs around his waist pulling him deeper as he collapsed ontop of me.

I laid there recovering from my orgasm while feeling his dick pulsing as he was pumping a big load into me. I could feel his cum leaking out of me already. I laid there blushing, face flushed, covered in bitemarks and hickeys with a cum filled pussy. He told me he wanted to always remember me this way. When he made me his. We kissed and made out while he told me how much he loved me and that even tho we can't be together and probably won't see eachother. He will always remember this time we finally got to fuck after everything.

We parted from there and he moved pretty far away, we never got a chance to see eachother again after that time. I still get off to thoughts of him and that time