I suspect the reason I'm into so many taboo kinks, is cause I just don't approach sex the way most of the world seems to. I don't care about visuals, how he looks etc. (Even though I am probably obsessed with how I look, I just HAVE to look perfect, for whatever that means that day in my mind) I care about how he can make me feel, or how I can make myself feel. I'm really fucking good at manipulating my own emotions.

For reasons I won't explain to save time, or is just too personal, I was probably guided in a direction that you focus less on yourself, & more whatever twisted things you can fantasize about in your mind.

Long story short, I was recently in a hotel, & the, opportunity, came up for me to drink from that nasty yellow stream, right from the source. All I can say is I swallowed over 2 dozen times, continuously. I never let more than a few drops get out past my black lips, as I had to swallow pretty fast, but I got all of it & when it was over, I just laid against the bed in some perverted bliss. Probably the weird part, is that it wasn't really a physical satisfaction, it is a lot more mental/emotional/psychological, but my brain fucking loved it.

As for the other stuff, I like swallowing cum, but I like playing with it more. In addition I have a kind of foot fetish, & at that same hotel, I had a mouth full of his cum, & wanted to let it run down on my breasts in front of him. But I was worried it'd get on the bed, so with my shoes off, & my dirty stockings still on, I put my feet together in case it'd fall onto the bed, so it'd land at the bottoms of my feet in front of me.

Well, almost the entire glob from my mouth, went over my breasts, & right against the bottoms of my stockings. Now, I like the feeling of dirty socks inside my shoes, sometimes it gets so bad, my socks practically stick to the bottoms of my feet, usually turn black, sweat worse than any other part of my body by far, & the reek is like a strong, musky gasoline, but way fucking nastier. Then there's all the toe scum trapped inside. I have been doing feet shit like this for years. Anyway...

He put a finger against the bottoms of my stockings, where the glob of cum from my mouth fell. Turned his finger, then raised his hand up over my head, with his finger dangling that cum, now infused with the taste from my nasty stockings. I imagine my eyes looked, mesmerized in that moment. I could not resist, opening my mouth as wide as I could, sticking my tongue out as far as it would go, & letting him feed it to me like the disgusting little gutter slut I secretly am.

So I guess in addition to piss. A man's cum mixed with the taste from my nastiest socks, is probably just as hot. I love doing crazy shit, & he even said the sound of me just drinking from his dick like that, swallowing over & over (I counted about 25 swallows) He said it was hot. 💗

You know how pineapple is suppose to make his fluids taste sweeter? I have a preferences for the opposite, I want his cum & piss, to taste so nasty it's too gross for me to enjoy, & I have to force myself to swallow it. My desires are perverted into being completely backwards. I guess that's why I'm a fucking Succubus!