I met a guy a few months ago from the internet. I was messaging with him for a while before and we finally got the chance to meet and hook up. He is a pleasure dom for the most part and he can make me cum in under a minute, but he typically doesn’t because he uses me as a free use slut. With all of his partners besides me, he gives them multiple orgasms and the sex lasts so long. But with me, he just fucks me however he wants, to cum as fast or slow as he wants. And he films everything.

There have been a couple times when he wanted to really slut me out and make me cum a lot. He held my hips down and licked my clit until I was squirming so much and begging for him to put his dick in me and please fuck me. And then he fucked me with just the tip until I came again. Then he fucked me deep and slow. And he kisses me while he fucks me like this. Super sloppy, lots of spitting in my mouth and deep tongue.

Then the other times he really just fucks me hard and fast and blows a huge load in me. He’ll pin my wrists above my head, choke me, and fuck me so hard it hurts but I love it. Even when he’s not trying to make me cum, I cum so easily on his dick.

I’m just conflicted. I don’t know what’s better. Being slutted out for hours or being a quick cum dump. I love both.