After about a month and a half after me and my ex broke up, I went out for drinks with a girl who I found out was her nemesis. She used to talk about this girl all the time but never really figured out who she was. Halfway through us having drinks I realized she was telling stories about a mutual friend of my exes and slowly pieces together this was the girl.

I played charming and kind all evening then invited her back to my place. We had some more drinks and took some molly. We proceeded to have an insane night of sex. I remember she went down on me for like a half an hour. I slammed her against the bedframe and tied her up. Something I never did with my ex.

I dont know what it was - it unlocked some deep carnal lust in me.

I bet my ex found out.