I (m45) am in a relationship for almost 20 years. Always faithful, never cheated.

However you can guess as time goes by, and the number and intensity of sex declines…

After the pandemic, we arrived at a zero sex session in 8 months… She was not in the mood or too tired. As I am a nice guy, I always have been caring and understanding. But in the same time my need for sex was still there.

As I was 42 at the time and only had been with less than 10 partners I decided to look around, search for alternatives.

I had stated to get some grey hair, I was still in shape so having an affair seemed the obvious choice.

That was the beginning of my journey…

Turns out having an affair is not so easy and the best option at the time was to find a sugar baby.

My first one was a 34 year old girl. She was nice and educated. She needed support to improve her life style and I wanted to fuck. After online exchange and a coffee date we decided to do it.

It was a disaster. I ate her for a long time and she seemed not to enjoy, she gave me a blow job in return but it wasn’t really good, I was half hard and we fucked but it wasn’t really good… we parted and agreed we were not a good match for one another…

So I decided to find someone else…