Today I was driving 4 hours to the country from the city. I had a good night last night, fapping to CEI related content. It took hours of looking to find ones that I liked, and then more so narrowing them down to one that I think could get me through the art of cum eating.

I felt so horny, and was determined to eat my own cum. Being put in my place by the girl in the videos, being asked to beg, being asked to show my inferiority to the girl in the video, it was awesome. Anyways, after all that, I came, but didn't go through with it. Then I went to bed.

Gee, that sounds exhilarating already! But this morning I was horny. In the car, I decided to listen to some audios that encouraged me to touch myself. Some of these commands obviously couldn't be done as driving takes prior, but I did partake in a lot of stroking. It felt so liberating. I also listened to some of those videos I watched last night. Fuck, they were hot.

Eventually, instead of arriving at my family's place with a huge boner and extremely frustrated, I stopped at a rest stop. You know, one of those out in the bush, on the side of a road, that has a picnic table and toilet. I was going to cum in the bathroom listening the audio, but instead, with so few cars passing by and farmland all around, I listened to the audio (no earphones) as loud as possible and released. It was so awesome. I loved it.

Sitting back now, I still feel liberated. I want to do it again, and I probably will.