For some context my husband (27M) and I (27F) are high school sweethearts and have been together since we were 16. He has been interested into me being a hotwife, but I have never been with anyone else but him... we had agreed that I was not ready to explore such fantasy (and didn't think I'd ever would be)

Anyways this past weekend, I went on a girls' trip full of dancing a drinking 🥴 I ended up fucking a guy that I had a dance with at a club... and I LOVED it. I enjoy being dominated, which he found out quickly 🥵 I have slight brusing from where he grabbed me with a more force than I'm used to and two hickeys.

I felt super guilty about cheating on my husband.... even though we had talked about it on the past, we has a mutual agreement that we would not explore this until we were both ready (and had talked about it. Soo (ofc) I called him as soon as I was sober.

BUT he was super excited about it 🥹 and now he wants me to do it again/more often.

The thing is, I know if I explore this... I'll enjoy it too much and won't be able to stop 🥵😏😳