When I was in my 20s I my friend Jenessa was a very bad influence. She was my best friend from high school and she was my maid of honor.

When we’d go out drinking she’d get me to drink too much and make out with her. ….She’d encourage my bad behavior instead of stopping it.

My husband was ok was ok with me making out with her…he’d seen it happen before. But when I went out without him more happened.

I went out with Jenessa and her boyfriend. We’d go to the bar first but then they’d want to get high. So we’d leave and go to her dad’s house(he wasn’t home, he worked midnights).

Drinking so much and making out with her always made me so horny. So much that we’d really start making out once we were at the house. I know it’s not a good excuse at all but I was definitely drunk.

We’d end up with our clothes off or half off on her old bed. I’d go down on her and she’d return the favor. But when I was her boyfriend would join in. He’d sneak up behind me and slide his dick in me and fuck me from behind.

I was so drunk horny and high. I wasn’t thinking. I didn’t ask him to but I didn’t stop him either. It wasn’t until on the way home that the guilt would kick in.

I wanted to tell my husband but I never did.