Since childhood I was good boy, my father was abusive and my mom was kinda dramatic. I don't feel really safe or comfortable around them. This lead me to seek others for comfort and it all started with my cousin sister whom I became very fond of as she took care of me when nobody else did and left me on my own at the age of 12. I never had any sexually attraction towards her but pure love and admiration. Things took a turn when I went to a sleep over with my elder cousin in marriage function. He showed me my first porn experience, then the next day we recorded a girl in bathroom naked who used to come at my chachi's room for helping her in errands. We saw her naked and enjoying her time in rich bathroom with western amenities, she was taking a shit naked we don't know why and then moved forward to take a shower. We came back to our room while she was still taking a bath and saw the video, I don't remember if we jerked off or touched our dicks but later we deleted the video fearing getting caught. Back then every child didn't have his own phone like now. Anyways we did a lot of bakchodi and I'm planning to post all my sexual encounters on this sub in parts. Lets consider this part 1 of my sexual experiences till 20. Thanks for reading and enjoy your day ❤️