I entered subspace for the first time in five years the other day and it was such an intensely incredible experience.

I [25f] went over to my friend with benefits’ apartment — let’s call him Seth [30s M] — and after some chit chat, he asked me how I want it. A butt plug? If so, what size? Geisha balls, yes or no? Whips or floggers? Tied up? Blindfolded? My answers were yes (small), yes, both, absolutely, and of course. Before getting right into it, we engage in some foreplay which included a hot make out session, me sucking his cock for a hot minute, and him fingering me standing up. I get weak at the knees when I’m fingered any time, so when I’m standing I just completely melt into him.

Once our foreplay concluded, he stuffed my ass with a small butt plug (it had been a while for me since I had one inside so I opted for the smaller one) and my pussy with two geisha balls. It was the first time I used geisha balls, so he told me to jump to feel them at work. And boy did they work. Next, he strapped me facedown with my arms and feet to the corners of his bed. I was naked and completely spread out at his mercy.

To add to the heat of the moment, he put a blindfold on me. Not knowing what was about to happen and putting my pleasure (well, pain) in his hands was such a turn on. I wanted to please him and I was excited to get the opportunity to do so as he used the flogger on my ass and thighs at increasingly painful hits. He then asked me if he thought I could handle a whip, to which I replied yes. It was definitely more painful, but I powered through until I thought I couldn’t anymore.

“Surely you have a few more left in you,” Seth said.

“Yes, daddy,” I said, not one to disappoint.

“How many can you take?” he asked.

“Three,” I responded.

“Count down for me,” he commanded.

WHIP!

“Three.”

WHIP!

“Two.”

WHIP!

“One.”

There’s nothing quite like the soft caress of your dom after being manhandled in such a way. Seth then undid my ties and tied me up head facing up this time. He played with my clit like his life depended on it and I was overwhelmed with so much pleasure. I didn’t come, but that’s because I just have a hard time finishing. But boy did I enjoy it. Next, he undid my feet from the ties on the bed and fucked me senseless. Of course, he made me beg and ask nicely for his cum, which I did.

Interestingly, that wasn’t when I entered subspace yesterday. It was when we went for a round two after we took a break to get dinner. He asked me what I liked about that first session, and I said the counting and him playing with my clit. Little did I know what he had in store for me in round two.

When we commence with round two, we skip the ties, whips, and floggers, and he fingers me senselessly. I was squirming and squealing as he had me pinned down on his bed, unable to move.

“I want you to say you’re daddy’s little slut ten times,” he ordered. “I want you to count down as you say it.”

Without hesitating, I began

“Ten. I’m daddy’s little slut.”

“Nine. I’m daddy’s little slut.”

“Eight. I’m daddy’s little slut.”

“Seven. I’m daddy’s little slut.”

“Six. I’m daddy’s little slut.”

“Five. I’m daddy’s little slut.”

“Four. I’m daddy’s little slut.”

“Three. I’m daddy’s little slut.”

“Two. I’m daddy’s little slut.”

“One. I’m daddy’s little slut.”

This entire time, he was unrelenting when playing with my clit. Focusing on saying that phrase ten times while facing so much pleasure was so much, from then on I had totally entered subspace and was completely his. He went on to choke me and fuck me senseless and I could feel myself getting so lost in the moment, I’d let him do anything he wanted. Like in round one, he made me beg and ask nicely for his come, which I did and which he gave me.

After we untangled ourselves from each others bodies, a bit of sub drop kicked in and some tears came down my face, but we got plenty of cuddles and affirmations in so I was fine the next day. (Aftercare is important!)

But yes. That’s my story of how I entered subspace after being dom-less for five years. It was exhilarating and I can’t wait to do it again.