This happened a few weeks ago.

My husband went out to dinner than for some drinks . While out at a bar a very attractive younger couple happened to be sitting next to us . I soon after realized I knew the boy and had taught him in class a a few years prior . I said hi and we ended up spending most the night chatting with them .

At some point the convo the energy definitely shifted towards me . It felt like this young man was hitting on me right in-front of not only his gf but also my husband . At first I got a little uncomfortable and tried making eye contact with my husband but he literally did nothing about it . It was like he was oblivious..

This continued and if I’m being honest it felt good to get the attention. My husband and I don’t have as romantic of a relationship as we once did .

My husband had went to the bathroom at one point and they made a point of letting me know how lucky he was to have me . “They hope he’s treating me well because someone else definitely will “ They also in private asked for my number and even tho it felt wrong at the time I gave to them and didn’t tell my husband .

When they left we had hugged goodbye and he firmly and passionately caressed my back and held his hug long enough to let me know exactly what the intentions were .

I kept all of this secret and my mind went racing …. Sure enough a few days later they had messaged me .

It started flirty and turned sexual and they invited me out privately. I denied at first but they were persistent and persuasive . & a small piece of me wanted to feel sexually attractive and alive again .

Call it a moment of weakness or a moment of passion.. I ended up making an excuse and meeting up with this young couple at a local.

I could quickly tell that this was not their first time doing this . The quickly had me in bed and completely made me the center of attention. It was thrilling and some of the most amazing sex I have ever had .

We fucked for almost 2 hrs and then I left with a different perspective of myself sexually.

Afterward I felt this crazy conflicting emotion of satisfaction mixed with guilt and shame. I don’t regret my experience but I will definitely never tell my husband .