Hi all I’ve been a member of this confession subreddit for a while and just want to start with some of yall are wild af. Anyways I’m seeking advice on how to achieve this “threesome” let me add some back story and context. My girlfriend (f22) and me (m24) have been together for almost 4 years (this June will be 4 years) and have always had a monogamous relationship and never considered going out of our comfort zone. I wouldn’t say we are super kinky I tend to enjoy penis pumping, cock rings, pussy pumping and dominating my woman. Her on the other hand she is a pillow princess she only wants to be fucked in missionary which I don’t mind because I love watching her face contort in pleasure/pain but sometimes it boring being in one position for 20-40 minutes, she sucks dick like a goddess but can’t deepthroat. I guess what I’m trying to say is sexually we are opposites she doesn’t like butt stuff but I really want to fuck her ass, I love pumped pussies she doesn’t like the slight pain to get there. Regardless of our sex life is still love her and only want her but want to spice things up to someone who is reluctant/stubborn is tiresome and tedious. In the past I have brought up the possibility of a threesome and was met with unexpected anger and accusations of me wanting to be intimate with other people and I assured her I only want her and she is the only woman for me. Yesterday after dinner we were hanging out watching tv and she told me she had a dream or thought about us having a threesome with another woman she said she found it “HOT”. once she said that my face contorted into confusion bc of her past statements about it. Deeper into the conversation she revealed she found the idea of it hot and sexy but would get extremely jealous to see another woman pleasure me(understandable). I respond in probably the worst way possible I’m a bit of a jokester, always at the worst times and I respond with “ oh nice, well, she could do everything you don’t want to or he” she didn’t get it and Immediately is upset and replies with “so you do want to have sex with someone else am I not good enough” if this was a test I definitely failed. I respond to her with “that’s not what I said my love and I also said he” to which I was met with a a confused look and we joke and laugh it off I think I saved myself but I’m not sure we didn’t talk about it the rest of the night. If you were in my situation what would you do?

TLDR; girlfriend expresses a threesome would be hot but would be extremely jealous if she saw another woman pleasing me. I’m open to mmf and ffm.