Before I get to the main topic I'd like to tell some things about my circumstances first. I (m 35) have a good life. A loving wife, beautiful kids, a well paid job, great friends and enough time for doing sports. It's almost perfect. But that is only on the outside. Truth is the sex life between my wife and me is frozen, we fuck every couple months and only in doggy. Latley my wife has issues with her appearance, she dosen't feel well in her body but hasn't the motivation to change it. I'm in love with her body but she dosen't to appreciate it.

To cover my sexual needs I started to watch porn and mastrubate, but porn feels so surrealistic. Thats when I discoverd chating about sex. Being in touch with people that feel real, talking about and imaging sex feels so naughty and turns me really on. I'm really obsessed with it and can't stop. It feels like a drug....

Latley I'm thinking about walking down the rabbit hole and take naked pictures of myself and post them. But I'm really unsure of that. Wouldn't that go to far and where will that lead to?