Hubby and I have been together for 8 years now, 3 of them married. In that time we’ve had threesomes and are into sharing so definitely not vanilla.

We’ve always enjoyed hanging out with “A” my best friend who is single. We can always discuss openly and usually she leads the conversation to sex so we all get super horny. But nothing had happened until a year ago.

The three of us had been drinking and were now at the entrance to a club. She is standing right in front of my husband (“J”) as the bouncer handles a really tight crowd, we’re looking at each other and she smiles at me while she grinds her ass on J dick. I felt a rush so strong I thought I was going to faint but after only a second it subsided and I had never felt more horny in my life. She leaned in to my ear laughed and whispered “I know you loved it and I can feel he loved it to”, I was just completely soaked.

We went into the club and didn’t mention it again and the three of us had a blast. A couple of times she refused to go with me to the bathroom and plain out told me she would take the opportunity to dance on her own with J. She had this wicked smile and J knew she wasn’t hiding anything so it wasn’t like cheating. That power move however got me uncontrollably horny.

Also, shes grown bolder since then pushing me to show hubbys nudes, sending bikini pictures of us both to J directly (which he loved) and other small things which she always follows up with a wink, smile or something.

I still don’t t know whats my kink. I’ve never felt that on my other threesomes. Am I a cuckq or is it the taboo aspect of sharing J with my bf?