ive developed this huge crush on one of my close friend's wife (who i am also friends with) and over the last year my desire and lust for her has gotten stronger and stronger. she and i have gotten close and sometimes we make intimate eye contact but it lasts only briefly and im never sure if something is there.

as an outlet for my fantasy and desire ill often think about her panties. a few weeks ago i made an excuse to use their bathroom when i visited, but sneaked into their bedroom. i quickly found her panty drawer and opened it, found the first one i saw, gave it a deep sniff and lick, and put it back. im too scared to steal one but ive so tempted.. one time we were all on a trip and i was able to get away from the group alone and went through her luggage to find her dirty panties.. and i masturbated while licking them all over.

idk where this will all go but for now im going to keep my secret.