I have loads of NSFW stories but I have decided to share my whole journey - this will be a long one so brace yourselves.

I have always been a confident guy and I’m told quite attractive, I have always found it easy to talk to girls and get sexual with them but always in a vanilla way. (18-24 years old)

I knew a few of my friends were using this reddit app for masturbation and I decided to give it a go, as everyone else does I got addicted and spent days lurking until I decided to start commenting and posting, I posted a few pics and was chatting to redditors about kinks and my eyes opened up.

I started finding my femdom subs such as ballbusting and SPH - and this really turned me on but I would never experience this outside of reddit. I started with SPH, my cock isn’t small however I found that after edging it will stay limp at about 3 inches and look completely hard. I loved this but I was scared to take it outside of reddit.

After a lot of Reddit SPH fun I found ball busting, this is having your balls kicked/hurt, it still scares me but that fear makes it so hot. I started by hurting my balls at the instructions of Reddit girls but eventually I found someone local and long story short I loved it (She got me completely naked and kicked/slapped my balls until I came, I even let her film it!

Despite these Reddit kinks I still was a confident dominant sexual partner with people I’d meet in real life and this is where I am at now. I have had an experience being and online cuck and loved it but I also love the idea of being a bull to other cucks.

Overall I have decided I must just be a switch who is scared to show my submissive side sometimes. Now I choose to be submissive/dominant based on what my sexual partner wants and I love it! Sometimes sending limo pics for humiliation and when I can getting fully hard to please a woman.