Me and my friend had a party in her house, drinking wine and dancing. We were quite drunk and she wanted to show me her sex toys, which I found funny and agreed. She showed me how good her handcuffs were and put my hands behind my back, they were fluffy but tough.

But then she took her remote control toy and put it in my panties, where I couldn't reach it to get it out. She turned it on and laughed as she played with settings - at first I laugh in shock, but then got quite embarrassed as I felt it making me wetter.

I laughed for her to stop but she kept going and all I could do was wriggle and try to squeeze my thighs as it got hotter. I was aroused but couldn't stop her playing with the toy - not even by begging. She watched as I lay on the bed, squirming and moaning as I cum, my face red with embarrassment as I was helpless.

She didn't let me out until my orgasm, and I was so shocked I got my things and left. She is very good friend but I felt so exposed and helpless - but it was still also hot? We act like it didn't happen, drunk mistake, but I still think about how hot it was to have her control my cum. If I think about it when touching myself it makes powerful orgasms but I feel too shy to ask for more.

Update:(maybe I wasn't precise enough in describing the situation, but I want to clarify something because I didn't like the way you wrote about my friend: I enjoyed it, she's my good friend and I know that if I had clearly expressed that I didn't want what she was doing to me, she would have stopped it, for me it's definitely not rape, I just let it happen.)