My gf cheated on me. Now I've married her and I would love to be cucked

I'm now so pathetic, I started to become sissy like and started to love being humiliated. I love if I got verbaly and physicaly humiliated by everyone

As my wife was my gf she cheated on me 8 times. She first gave a colleague of her a BJ. 2 Years later she had an affair with her ex and they fucked 7 times in a week. I found out and we broke up. A few months later we came back together. She told me exactly how and where they fucked. I was so fucking turned on by this one. Now we have the arrangement, that if she'd like to fuck another guy she just tells me about it. She never did it though. We're going on a Cruise Ship now and I would love to find a dude which I could convince her into a threesome and then just watch them fuck.

Now I would love it, when someone would dominate me online and offline