It all started when I was about 18 and she was 34F now 36F when she came out of the shower, fully naked, and she was shocked because she didn’t know I was in the hallway. After that, it became subtle flirting, and she became more touchy around me, like she would often give me more hugs and not break eye contact. Anyways this one on for about two years until she broke up with her fiancé, and it left her in a place where she didn’t know where her feelings lay. Sometime after that, I spent more time comforting her and letting her know that she’s feeling is perfectly normal and she should let that dictate how she’s going go on with life. after that moment, we were in her room together and we held eye contact for a solid two minutes, which felt like After that moment, we were in her room together and we held eye contact for a solid two minutes, which felt like a million years, so then which I told her I was tired and I was gonna go to bed to avoid that awkward situation. But later that week, she texted me telling me how anytime I needed some I could go to her. After that a week later, a girl I really liked which I thought was mutual ended up seeing another guy which led me devastated. So I went to go talk to my aunt, and she listened and comforted me, which is what I needed at the time. After that, we stare at each other for a minute until I leaned in and gave her a kiss. At first she was shocked and quite frankly she told me that this was a bad idea, but then I reassured her that whatever happens is OK so then after more awkward silence she just leaned in, and we started making out until I heard my mom opening the door so I just left and went to my room trying to forget what just happened.

Later in the night, I heard knock on my door and she came into my room to talk about what happened and I told her if she wanted to just go back to how things were to which she told me how she felt about me and then after that, all I could do was thinking about Continuing what happened earlier so we started to make out again until my hands were no longer in control and I started taking her shirt off then her bra, I Started sucking her perfect tits for solid 10 minutes until she started taking off my pants, and slowly reaching down to take my full cock into her mouth the second she touched my tip I already felt like I was gonna cum to which that just turned her on even more she kept sucking until I was actually going to come to. She said I’m ready, then swallowed my whole load in her mouth. I took her pants off and slowly started to wrap my tongue around her clit until my tongue was practically half inside her. She tried so hard not to moan to not wake up my mom, but I just kept going anyways until she told me she was cuming to which I just kept sucking even harder. after that, we laid beside each other in bed for an hour unti After that, we laid beside each other in bed for an hour until she give me a big kiss before going back to her room.

We’ve talked more about exploring our sexualities together but I’m not sure if I should continue because this feels so wrong.

Let me know if you guys feel the same way or what I should do