just wanna say it out loud

I’m a 33yo married male, masculine with no desire to transition, but I absolutely love to be sissified and I love trans women. I’ve experienced sissification a few times before getting married and I’m really craving it.

I was in a D/s relationship with a female in the past where I loved the sex but hated that she wanted to live the lifestyle 24/7 and I am not submissive by any means in my reg life. While additionally, I dated a trans girl prior to marriage and we had a great relationship, but she was not into topping me very much and she did not like that I enjoyed being sissified. Now here I am married to my wife, who’s very attractive and we have a pretty good sex life and she knows about the things I enjoy, she is just not into it and she is not open to ENM.

I have no desire to step out, and meanwhile I do play alone sometimes, but I just wanted to say it out loud and confess somewhere… here’s to Reddit, cheers 🥂