I know, I know... sucking a dick is nothing special for many here, but for me it is.

I've been bicurious for a few years now and also always had an interest in giving oral, regardless of gender. Just the thought of pleasuring someone without expecting any reciprocation was always very hot for me. I'[M] not very experienced sexually but by now know what I want to try and do. I already have bought a dildo and a fake pussy that are mainly for the purpose of giving them and practicing oral on them.

This year I had something starting with another person, and therefore didn't do anything sexual with anyone else. Turns out it didn't totally work out and I'm alone again. But after that I decided to start trying myself out and playing around a bit. So I browsed on different ad sites (similar to craigslist) online. As most of the times there are way more men then women. So I tried advertising myself to give a blowjob to someone. I mainly looked for a gloryhole because it was still a bit scary to just be with a guy.

One guy around my age asked if I was fine with a dark room and without any other interaction besides the blowjob. I rejected it at first. A few days and many useless replies of other people later, I thought about him again. I asked if the offer is still up... and it was. After setting some ground rules we decided on meeting up this evening already. I was nervous and excited. I wanted to be anonymous and don't have to look at a dude the whole time (I know that sounds weird, but I dont really like most men. I just like cocks). So we scheduled the meeting after dark and left the light out. I told him that I want control on what I do because it's my first blowjob, so he wasn't allowed to grab my head. He wanted to have the least amount of interaction possible, so we agreed on not talking during the meeting. Yeah , the ground rules are set...

After I got to his house he opened the door and sat naked on the sofa. I walked in and saw the outline of a guy just barely visible because of the moon shining through the window. Without exchanging any words I kneeled down in front of him and got to work. It felt like it was business, but in a good way. It felt like I was just there to suck cock. He was cleanly shaven and had also showered just before (thank god!). His cock was still soft and I noticed his very soft cock-skin.

Short intermission: I TOTALLY understand now that girls talk so much about the cocks of their partners/hookups. There is so much to talk about and it's also very interesting to tell someone everything in detail. It was really a revelation to me when I drove home and I'm very happy that I can relate to that feeling now.

After some teasing of his inner thighs I started to stroke his cock. It was uncut and was bend downwards quite a bit. He took some time getting hard. But once he was semi-hard I started to use my mouth and started sucking. In the moment I didn't really think about anything. Just enjoyed it and made sure he had a good time. I used my spit to lube his whole cock up and stroked him while sucking on the tip. It was a very small head hidden underneath the foreskin, so I had some trouble teasing it. He never got extremely hard, so I had to pull the skin and hold it back. Only then could I play with the head.

As I said, I have some experience on sucking the dildo already. That also includes deepthroating. I slowly pushed myself down his cock and even if it was actually fairly big, the small tip made it easy to take all in. I noticed that he really liked that. After some switching back and forth he slowly moved his hand onto my head. By that time I was already comfortable and fine with it so I let it happen even if we agreed otherwise beforehand. I knew what he was going for and already started pushing myself deeper. He guided my head and thrusted into me, really fucking my mouth. He was careful with it though and didn't use extreme speed or force. His moans started to rise. After maybe 25 thrust I needed a break, came up for a breather but kept sloppily stroking him.

This went on for a few more minutes and his moans got more intense. I knew he was close. I kept on sucking on his tip and stroking him until he came inside my mouth. The orgasm was actually not that intense in my feeling and his load was also not that big. That's fine for me though. After he came I kept on slowly teasing his cock. A minute later I got up and just walked out.

The experience was weird, exciting and fun. We made sure in chat after, that everything went fine for the other person. I'm proud that I took this step and got out of my comfort zone. It definitely got me less scared of being sexual with people and I also learned some things on the side. Do I crave cock now? No, but it's very likely not the last one I sucked.

Thank you for reading all this. It might not be as exciting as other stories but I didn't have anyone that I could comfortably tell this. Have a nice day