Ever since I remember I have been very active when it comes to playing with myself. Yet, while living with my parents I haven't dared to buy a toy. It's not like I would be scolded or anything like that. It's just my mom knew where my stuff was better than myself so I'm sure she'd discover the toy sooner or later and I didn't want her to know I use such things.

One night I stayed at my friend's house. We were talking about boyfriends and things like that and he mentioned that she likes her toys more than her boyfriend. I confessed to her that I'd never even seen an adult toy in real life. She convinced me that I needed to buy one and showed me hers so I could look at them or even touch them, as they're all washed, to not waste money on some I definitely don't like. I just glanced over them, embarrassed, and thanked her. She, thinking that I was not interested, put them back under the bed from where she took them.

But actually, I was quite curious, just really shy at the moment. When she went to take a bath I knew she would be gone for like an hour or so. I was fighting with my thoughts for some time but eventually, I took the box with her toys. It wasn't a big collection but she had a really soft and small dildo. It was a little bit squeezy. I couldn't help myself but try how it feels. I rubbed myself with it and this sensation, together with the excitement of doing something "risky" I really couldn't stop myself from putting it inside just a little. Then I got scared and stopped.

I decided that it was enough and started to worry that so much time had passed already that my friend could get back to the room soon. But I also started feeling guilty that all the toys were washed and now this one isn't.

I gathered all my courage and sneaky powers to go to the kitchen and wash the toy. I succeeded in that part but when I went back to the room my friend was already there! I was trying to hide the toy but I had no chance. My friend just told me that I can take it for myself. I thought that she simply didn't want to use it anymore so felt obliged to take it and I gave her some money the other day. She never mentioned it again.