I was about 20 and had a gf at the time but was definitely getting more and more interested in men! My gf worked as a bartender at night so was out most of the night, which gave me time to look into my new interest I started getting onto Grindr and other dating apps to see if any guy was attractive to me. Didn’t take long on the ap to realize I’m definitely into men! Matched with a couple of guys and and older man who was very attractive messaged me saying I didn’t look “gay” and I replied “how about we meet up and I’ll show you”

Of course first time I’m talking to another man like this I’m nervous to see what he says he replies that we should get drinks and see how gay I really am nervously I agree. In my head idk how to act all I know is that this is an older attractive man basically my first crush and I didn’t want to ruin anything

So we meet up downtown at a small bar start talking and getting some drinks he has a very deep voice and very demanding never knew I was attracted to that but man there was something about this guy! So the drinks are flowing and he starts to get a little s’more touchy as the night goes on! At first I wasn’t sure how I felt about the touching but later it got the more i liked it. Towards the end of drinks he asks me what I’m looking for, I replied “never been with a man before and so far I’m having a good time.” He kinda laughs and mentions that we haven’t even started the fun as he gives me a tap on my ass and rubs my thigh!

At this point I’m starting to realize that maybe I’m bottom which has me super nervous I’ve always thought I would be more of a top but that didn’t matter this man had me and I was more than excited to find out what else was gonna happen!

We finished our drinks and he asked if I would like to have a couple more drinks at his place not too far so of course I decided why not I’ve gone this far might as well

We get into his car and on the way there he’s holding my hand and slowly but smoothly puts my hand on his dick he’s semi hard and I can already tell he much bigger than me which in the moment started getting me more and more excited I start rubbing him over his pants and he starts asking what I’m into me being a pleaser I tell him I’m pretty open minded and like to try new things he kinda smirks and says thata good thing

We pull up to his house and as soon as we walk into the door he grabs my ass and start to make out with me against a wall this goes on for bit until he starts motioning me to go down on my knees as I do he starts undoing his belt and removing his pants and underwear as he does he cock flops out which was definitely bigger than I thought it was gonna be he starts stroking it slowly and tells me to open my mouth with my tongue out as I do he slaps it on my tongue and slowly starts to put it further into my mouth I feel my cock get hard so excited to see where else this is gonna go

Let me know if I should do part 2