I (18 F) recently I can barely handle being in public without thinking about scenario’s and past experiences It’s so embarrassing to look at them and think that! I often was groped, touched, or watched, so now i almost look forward to it. One time I gave a classmate of mine a handjob just because he groped my chest and it was like my head shut down Also I always feel like I’m being watched so it just feels like fuel to a fire… Being stalked and fucked by said stalker is like a constant thought aswell since I’ve been fucked by someone who often was obsessive and possessive and the way they broke my mind and kept saying I’m only theirs and no one else can fuck me like that was amazing…idk I just feel so wrong.. (This post is my vent, I’ll be deleting this later)