I always enjoyed femdon and humiliation content since I started masturbating. The problem is that my cock is not exactly small. It's not that long but it is a bit on the thick side and girls tend to notice and compliment on it. Don't get me wrong, is nice to be praised, it's nice to hear that you are "filling" or that you are "giving them a stretch". I tried to embrace it, putting up a fake confidence about my dimensions trying to lean in their fantasies. But deep down I wanted someone to degrade me. Few days ago I was sexting with a girl on reddit and she asked me to show her my cock. I sent her a picture and she laughed at me telling me that her "tight pussy had no use for it" she started calling me useless (she knew I was into femdom). I started begging, she sent me videos of her sucking a guy which was smaller than me (not by that much to be honest but I was horny and the fantasy was going), telling me how easy it was to make his cock disappear and that blowing him felt amazing. She told me how I was not boyfriend material and that she would choose any 5" guy over me. She started teasing me more, telling me that if I wanted she would have let me watch while she fucked someone that did not hurt her. How I could lick her feet while she was cumming from someone so clearly better than me, how I could only fuck her feet if the other guy allowed me... And then she told me that she would let him finish inside and whe he was done using her she would just... Come to me, and grind on my cock, wetting it with all the juices that they made... I exploded, I counted them, 7 huge pumps. I was lying on my bed I had to change my clothes, the sheets, wash my hair and clean the wall behind me... I have been thinking about it for days. Sometimes fantasies are just as good as you imagine them...