I shouldn’t be posting, I know..I’m happily married to a great man who more than takes care of me. A great family who protects me and takes care of me as well…

Yet here I am on this side of Reddit, making a throwaway account to be able to post and chat…to watch gifs (that seem to do something to my brain)…with black men. I don’t know what it is…their attitude, their beliefs, their looks..something about interracial porn is just fascinating and addicting…

I know it’s so cliche, but I grew up and live in a southern place that def doesn’t have many black men around so maybe that’s part of it as well as bad as that may seem. Idk what I’m doing tbh but chatting with older black men and/or white girls who feel how I feel just idk maybe it can help me out…