I've been gay and only attracted to guys for as long as I remember. High school was all about checking out the basketball and soccer teams or the grunge/metal guitarists. University was full of fantasies with the silver fox professor or tutors with the cute smile. At the office, the sharp suits and gym bros are what got me.

So why is it that since a friend of mine got drunk and flashed me her tits that I can't get the idea of playing with a woman out of my head? I've seen naked pics of women but seeing one in flesh hit differently. Now I'm so so so curious about how a woman feelto the point that it is turning me on! I have no intention to do anything with my friend (she's married) but is it bad that I'm fantasising (or fetishising?) about doing this?

Anyone been in the same boat? How can I go about indulging this in the "right" way?

P.s. put this under the kink flair since I can't see one that fits but not saying at all that I think of this as a kink.