When I was around around 13, I often went over to my cousins’ place for sleepovers. One night, I asked my younger cousin to come sleep on top of me. My parents were super conservative and doing something taboo like that excited me a lot. I remember being so wet. When my elder cousin saw this, he also asked if he can come lie on top of me and I let him. They’d often try to take a peek when I’d be showering too. I never locked the bathroom door. Even on my mom’s side of the family, my younger cousin would always rub his feet against mine and touch me in my sleep. I let him do it, pretending I was asleep. A decade later, it’s still my fantasy to sleep between two guys I like, be adored by them and then be their little free use slut.